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Hidup merupakan sebuah pilihan. Terkadang kita harus dapat mengambil keputusan yang mana lebih prioritas atau lebih penting dan mana yang benar-benar kita ingin dan butuhkan untuk melindungi. Ketika kita mengambil keputusan untuk melindungi keduanya, pada saat itu kita tidak bisa melindungi siapapun. Pada akhirnya, kita akan kehilangan suatu hal yang lebih ketimbang yang dimana seharusnya kita kehilangan.
Ironis bukan, berniat mulia agar dapat melindungi keduanya. Tidak menyakiti kedua pihak, tetapi justru tanpa disadari pada akhirnya kita akan menyakiti kedua pihak tanpa keputusan yang jelas dan mantap dari diri kita ini. Aku menyadari, keinginan dan kebutuhan manusia itu tidak terbatas, namun sumber daya alam sangat terbatas. Ketika mempelajari kalimat tersebut, aku mengerti bahwa manusia harus bisa memilih mana yang lebih dibutuh dan di prioritaskan agar keinginannya tercapai sesuai dengan sumber daya yang tersedia.
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Ironis bukan, berniat mulia agar dapat melindungi keduanya. Tidak menyakiti kedua pihak, tetapi justru tanpa disadari pada akhirnya kita akan menyakiti kedua pihak tanpa keputusan yang jelas dan mantap dari diri kita ini. Aku menyadari, keinginan dan kebutuhan manusia itu tidak terbatas, namun sumber daya alam sangat terbatas. Ketika mempelajari kalimat tersebut, aku mengerti bahwa manusia harus bisa memilih mana yang lebih dibutuh dan di prioritaskan agar keinginannya tercapai sesuai dengan sumber daya yang tersedia.
Orang datang dan pergi, dari berbagai simpangan jalan kita akan bertemu orang yang berbeda. Mungkin pada awalnya kita tidak akrab bahkan tidak kenal, namun beberapa hari kemudian dia adalah seseorang yang kita akrab dan bisa berbagi cerita. Apakah keakrabannya dengan teman lama akan terjaga? Atau hilang dengan munculnya orang baru dalam kehidupannya?
Kita butuh teman, kita butuh orang. Kita tidak bisa hidup didunia ini sendiri. Namun apa yang terjadi ketika kenalan baru tersebut tidak sesuai dengan teman lama kita? Apakah diri kita yang tidak bersikap dewasa? Atau memang itu sesuatu yang normal? Perasaan seorang teman yang berubah dan cenderung lebih dekat ke orang lain, mungkin tidak akan pernah dimengerti oleh orang yang mendengar saja. Hal ini hanya bisa dimengerti ketika kita menjalani nasib tersebut, perasaan yang tulus mempercayai orang, namun tiba-tiba orang tersebut perlahan-lahan dengan atau tanpa kita sadari, sudah tidak berada dekat kita lagi. Ini bukan suatu pengkhianatan, namun apabila hati terasa seakan-akan diiris-iris oleh pisau yang tajam, bukanlah suatu hal yang baru.
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1 – 200 sur 202 Suivant› Les plus récents»susah bgt emang menggabungkan temen2 lama dgn yg baru, dan akhirnya kita akan jadi condong ke salah satu nya...
aku gak bisa nyalahin klo bnyk yg akhirnya jadi lbh condong ma yg baru....
hehhh.... itu akan bikin qta jadi disangka gak setia kawan ato gimana...
tapi klo temen sejati dia akan ngerti dan sadar bhw keberadaannya gak akan terganti dlm perjalanan hidup kita
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